i vaguely remember my first few tries at html, i stumbled upon neocities, and saw people making these REALLY cool websites and i was like; "huh, i should try that" i did, and it was ass. i came back to it on christmas eve of 2024, and had a slight idea of what to do. coming from experience, i would say to not suck at something you have to suck at it first, and everyone does, i was very demotivated, but came back a few months later after i remembered i had an account, and the rest has lead to this :).